Mistake

I craved your love

didn't you know

I dremt of me and you together

In my heart . . . it was you I loved

In my mind . . . it was you I saw

Madness made me say things I feared to voice before

You didn't understand, the hope in my voice

You didn't understand what led me to admit this secret

In my heart, I had kept it so long

Once opened . . . I could not stop

I cringe at the thought of opening my heart so lightly

Secrets I should have kept . . . I shared

Laughing I told you what my heart desired

The moment i gave words to my feelings

I regretted

I knew my mistake

But I could not stop

Closing my eyes . . . I transport back to that time, And wish it had been different.